i hate it! X100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

i don't know how to describe the feeling i having now. it's terrible. it's so terrible, really terrible till i feel like crying (but i won't let it drop because i know it's not worth it), feel like killing someone (but i don't want to be jail), feel like eating cadbury and M&M chocolate non-stop (but i don't want to put on weight), feel like shout out loud (but i living at HDB flat).
it's not worth it at all, not even a single bit!

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